Thursday, April 28, 2011

Apo + IS eating gropup

Well, apo finally online after she reached to India ==
How dare you huh?!??!?!!??!
Do u know that we all find you here huh??
Must kill you when you back!!
Hahah, dont know how's your life going on??
Do you miss us there?
Haha always update your blog ah =D
Can  you adapt to the environment there??
What cant eat there? Roti canai nice??
Or got very special roti canai there?? XDD

Well, dont know why, but still
the eating group in IS@IS didnt hang out in this holiday ==
All of us stuck in our warmy house and soft bed ==lll
Sighing, planned few time but failed the end.
Yo, when we go out d oh adui~!
Fast fast plan aarh, holiday gonna gone puckishly w'out mention!

Daddy ♥

Dad's back from Labuan yesterday afternoon for important things!!!
Oh my god, have been a long time didnt saw my lovely dad liao ::>_<::
He looks like a bit tired ='(
When he came back we straightly go to kk for something purpose.
But mum's ood not really good because of something sigh!
I have done a lot of things (maybe?) for my dad =DD
Like got give hime the clothes&etc that I bought in Sg.
Ysis got gave hime few cups of sem cha lol
Make him so full, heheheh ;p
His cooking, still make us so warm.
Not just because of his cooking skills, but also his love!!!
Daddy, I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
We must always support you here, gambatehneh~!!!! =DDD

Well, I lost my paid yogurt dont know where, damn't!!!!
Dont know why, just so angry of it ^#$%@#$@$#
Freaking like to eat it lur GERRRRRRR~!!

Today, we went out too for something purpose too.
And, to send dad to take a ship/boat something back to Labuan ='((
Then we continued that thing.
After that, me and ysis went Suria for fun.
Quite boring LOL XD
Just feel nothing to do like that, no movie, no k, hmmm.
Ate 2 pcs secret recipe respectively and she drank yogurt milkshake.
Goshhhh, so regret to buy 2pcs in once,
make me feel disgusting man @_@
Spoil cheese image in my mind too Zzzz....
Attention: "yogurt cheese"cake is not as tasty as what u see ==
The 2nd is cappuccino cheese, erm still ok ok lar, just no mood XD
Regret to eat that much definitely,
made me so full, fat oh T__T  waste my $$ too ==

After ate, we walked to Wisma there =p
Just walked around for nothing.. hahah
I got but a hair stuff ;pp cost RM4, promotion XD
Also, a 0.4mm colourful pen, dont lnow what brand, RM1.


Then, again... Walked to Centre Point ;p
Erm, thought that she wanna buy something.
Well, she said want buy when in KL wah.
Again, nothing to do ==llll
Went popular to let ourselves enjoy in reading. =D

Just found a book that i'm quite love it ;D
But, it's a bit expensive T__T
Not really like to waste $$ again oh =S
But i think this books is really beneficial to me.
Sigh, didnt buy it after at all although got discount 20%.
Erm, wait me to save $$ first then will go to buy you!!!
Wait me ahahahahhahaa XDD
Also, learn some skills on hair d wuakakka XP

At night, feel that the life quite sien Zzzzz...
My mood graph just like unchanging from the beginning to the end.
So, online now and let me lost in this virtual world lol XP

Adui, my dekstop's screen aint work alreay yiish~!
Macam macam saja la you ==lllllllllllllllllllll
dont know when go to buy a new one, or maybe repair??!
Still dont know yet cause the unknown havent find out yet.
Still, although for around 1 week le, sighing.
Now, i'm using my ysis' laptop haha =p

p/s: Aduilaman, dont know when can hole oh, heiyerrrr #$!@#$@!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

21.4.2011

Finally, end my sucks mid term exam ==
But still, sighing....................................
And discovered that I have inflammation left leh.
WHAT THE HECK OHHHHH YOU~~~~~!
Damn man~! T_T quite painful lur =(

Haha, aham back today.
Hello, where are you, ham ham??
Also, Apo leave tml while kong long them back from Sarawak.
LOL haahaa why you all back anf fly around this time?!

MY ysis too wanna go to Negeri Sembilan for further study le.
I cant follow them to go to N. Sembilan oh =(
SInce they go on 7th of May for a few day.
But, I have school unfortunately ::>___<::
But I have holiday recently until 3rd of May.
Adui, why the ime didnt collapse oh, yish~!

SO lame, have many people study uni liao.
But, look, where are I? Still A-level, sigh!
Bit regret that why I took S3 o, sot sot d ==lllll
Aiyor, wanna watch drama le.
Hahahah =)

P/s: when aham group and is eat&drink group go out??
When can we have ear holes??? Aduilaman~!

Bye, Apo!!

Hahah, we have hang out together to farewell apo
Also can be said that we're out to have fun, relax and farewell!!

I was planned this, uisheh~! Hahahahah =D
I decided in Centre initially d.
When we reached, suddenly want sing k.
Then, some of them and apo havent reach yet.
So we went to eat KFC first.
Then, apo reached. == so slow blek!!
While seeto havent, astaka ==
Zinger Combo, yummy~~! @_@

Then, I said wanna sing k not??
Talked before in neal's car d hahah
All agree then go lur, yayhoo!!!
Met seeto when reached the bed LOL
Unfortunately, the KKBox is in renovation progress now
Damn lame man ==llllll
Then, dont know go where liao.
They all were lazy to go back to centre.
Then, said go Suria.
Can sing or watch movie.
For me, i of course prefer sing k la XD

We took city bus to go to Suria, LOL ==
Cost us RM0.50 each, sweat man, why you all so xiao jie ==
Finally, we went to sing k hahahahahah =DD
For student price, RM10++tax.
Still acceptable, have around 4and a half hrs i think =p
Chan Shan Hui shock us.
Dont know that she're that rock.
She choosed some like linkin park type, fuiyoh~!
Neal is the super fans of SHE i think hahah =)
Apo still sing well hehehe ;D
Kuchiki still sing cool cool ^^
Mandy sing abit, ==lll lamer
Ato as usual, keep her mouth as precious as gold Zzzlll
Got 2 drinks per person to choos tiam, quite nice!
Hahhaha, the atmosphere there quite nice, just not that high ==
Dont know why ==?? Maybe they are polite as usual??!? ahahaha

Almost the end, man said wanna get ear holes wah.
Then, ato and shan hui accompany her to find her ear holes LOL
But, dont have any gold store in Suria. haha
I cant decide yet since I have imflammation on my poor left le.
Scare that cant punch first. T___T
We left around 6.30pm and I followed mandy's car to Wisma
where my mum and ysis were there hahaha TQ man~

We left from Wisma then went to a clinique there.
Since I have inflammation leg. Doctor said that maybe 细菌感染wa.
Then, wen to eat dinner around CKS and I drived back home.

Bye Bye, apo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do miss us yeah~~!

被遗忘的我 21.4.2011


看得见我吗?
应该看不见吧
因为
连老天爷也看不见我

有人说
上天为你关了一扇窗
必定会为你开另一扇窗

但是
显然我被上天忘了
我的存在
连我都想忽略

上天给你的困难
可能是把你束缚在一个牢里吧
但是
至少还有逃狱的机会
而我
却被关在一个黑色的无限空间
不知方向
不知逃生的方法
丝丝残光注定永生无缘
别说奇迹
连任何的机运都没门儿

总是
带着一种心情
在活着
好羡慕
... ....

当要重新崛起
对人生开始有一点愚蠢的希望时
上天很有效率的smash了我

久了
开始对一切抱着
有即是无,无即是有
的心态
所以
我那有点野的欲望
应经被驯服的服服贴贴

所以
我没什么欲望
一些对我来说
已变成一种奢望了
什么生活素质、亲情、友情、爱情、自己
早已跟我的世界隔绝permanently

随着时间的流逝
我那小小肩膀上的负担
以快让我负荷不了
快要升华成
不单纯是外表上的压力了

有时候很讨厌跟人相处
因为我知道
这只会在自己的伤上撒盐
但我总是很矛盾
很想跟你们交心做朋友

我知道
我的一切感觉
你们都不会知道
因为我不是你们的什么
我只是成为你们社交圈子里的灰尘罢了
何况我不会表达我的感受

觉得我沉默寡言吗
其实只是觉得说什么都不重要
遑论忽略我这个外闯者
而且感觉得到
你们不想被打扰
彼此是不同世界的

觉得我不正常吗
其实可能是牛顿的第三定律吧
所受得的
必定会有所反映
只是我出现反常而已
心想着的跟说的
不一样罢了
不重要

觉得我不爱笑吗
其实只是笑不出来罢了
不想做生活剧的演员
戴着面具做人
我的确是不开心就不想笑开心才笑
双鱼女的情绪就是那么简单
每次反省着明天要对人笑
但拿热脸去贴人家的冷屁股的感觉
只会让我觉得你很逊
想着没跟你做朋友才是正确的
不是很稀罕
哼!

讨厌那些爱情钓鱼者
到处留情
哪边的饵有反应就热烈追求
直至哪边又有鱼儿上钓
一直重复着钓鱼游戏
看你那天给鲨鱼吃掉

有样东西
需要它时
觉得重要
不需要时
证明你完了

有些人
一生都在追求它
它不知给我带了多少的麻烦
绝对是最大困扰
为了得到它我很累
绝对鄙视那些
用珍贵的东西来交换的人

很多时候
一个你以为安全的地方
其实伤你伤得最多的
也是在那个地方出现的人与事
尤其注重那方面的事
弄得我身心疲惫
让我逃吧

有些事情变了就是变了
停止说什么当初不是这样子的
时间只会像利刃那样
划破一切你想掩盖的事
一次又一次的
最后划到心去了
有些麻木了
但有血有肉的心还是会淌血
不是很甘心和服气
受挫了

我对某些方面的事很有占有欲
不是很想跟‘第三者'分享
而且会很执着
我会用自己的方法对某些事好
当然不容忍对我的不忠
否着就地正法,诸之死地,永不超生
(不是爱情,别想太多)

心中的撕裂和呐喊
你们不会感受到
只会觉得你们的生活很美好
如斯而已

相较于外形
这只是另一种的摧残而已
不关事

如果你们不要走进我的世界
请明确说明与表达
可以接受
但请不要在我的世界里
走来走去、进进出出的


p/s: Threat this article just as general and simple expressions,  
not specific for anything or anyone or what else.
Please dont try to guess the unknown.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

10.4.11

SIghing, exam is very soon already =(
Teacher said that's forecast wah, so curious ==??
Why not the trial is forecast d ?? $#@$#@$#
Gosh, start from next FRI to next next THURS ::>__<::

Dont know when apo will fly to India. =(
Sayonara~! T___T

Seeto will back soon =) hahaha
Gonna get ear holes with them after exam wuakakaka XD

Recently, thinking about my english name??! LOL
Hahha, maybe "alien" i think =p
Quite nice and fit to my name too ^^lllll
Quite love the alien who looks cute and have
pair of BIG eyes and body small small jiang.
Also, dont know what are they thinking about in their mind.
They driving bling bling plate to fly to anywhere they want,
also high tech tiam, brain also clever ahahaahaha :D







Photo
Addict Alien Cartoon Cute




> OMG this one damn cute, in one anime d =D



Sunday, April 10, 2011

For 3.4.11

I went Suria with apo =)
We have been a long time didnt see each others already
since graduate, so unbelievable!!!
Finally, we had a meet on that day =D

Haha, she changed a bit,
just changed her hair colour to a bit chocolate,
new spectacles, love those beauty stuffs etc. LOL ^^lllll
Others, like her height, didnt change, same as mine, still short(me)
Sighing, that day i really wore wrong shoes, $#@$#@#@$
She wore something like high shoes.
Well, i wore red shoes, the flat one ==
When we walk together, really OH MY GODNESS!!!!!!!
Sighing infinity in my mind......... :>_<::

Well, we watched a very strange movie: Sucker Punch
That movie sot sot d, make me sot sot liao after watched it =_=
Dont know talking about what d Zzzzz....

Storyline:
What happened to a girl that go to a mental insane place
after an accident. Then, sort of sot sot scene come out.
Some like game == Some like so lame ==llll
But, i love the starting until she went to mental insane place =p
Seems like have 3 layers there XD

After watched, still blur blur there even came out from cinema ==
Then, we went to Pizza Hut to eat dinner =)
We ate the newest pizza hahahha =D
It have 6(regular) or 8(large) prawns on it d.
Wao~!!! Damn nice mn hahhahahahaha =) Oishi~~~ @_@
So delicious until i didnt realised that
I didnt put cheese powder for 1st slice, gosh XD
Since I love to put many many cheese powder on my pizza XD
This one is the first one that I feel so nice even without cheese =)
Hope can eat again next time ahahahaa ;p
When dining, we talked a lot of things that
about our schools, classmates, life, feelings etc.
Then I followed her car to back home =D
Thanks a lot yeah, apo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a nice day =)

p/s:
why you didnt reply my msg sent to you after i reached home?? =(
Also, when you fly d oh ==????????




In the scene:

Normally looks:


Female Main Character:


Realised that "Gabriella" got join in this movie at the middle =p:
 
What she looks like in this movie??? :

Wah, shock me, so gothic O.Ollllll

Friday, April 8, 2011

Unhappy day 8.4.11

Damn unhappy that day,
angry dao i  dont kno how to explain haiz...
Just realised something andwill do something..
Gambateh, Lyen =)
hahaha