the last day of UEC!!

Well, actually yesterday it is =p

Dont know why, but feel like no mood to sleep ==

So sienz, feel like nothing to do... =(

Well, I have the bad performance on damn UEC!!

I really dont know what am I doing there!!!

I'd fang-kong-ing for 3 days.

That are the 1st day when BM,

last 2nd day when chem& AM1,

And the last day when BIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, wong yee lyen, i really dont know that

what the way you want to die >_______<

All sucks!!!!!!!!!! Really!!!! Super bad mood ==

Have the feel like wanna cry but... ... sigh!!

Finally, it's over!!!!

Actually, i dont have too many feelings on it.

Since I know that what will I really can feel is

when I get the result... ... So scary, cant imagine..

What i worry is, how come i can use it

to apply for any year 1 uni. ??!!!

I think maybe i will go to something

like what foundation la, what A-level bla bla bla... ...

Future for me is just like something hopeless!!

I really cant imagine that all what I learned in the

6-years edu. is just a past, it's over!!!!!!!

Next SAT is my graduation ceremony le...

I never think that it could be so fast, really...

Scare that after i step out from the Tshung Tsin big gate,

Where can i go again, and what can I do?????????

Where is my function?? How is the way i can continue?

Many WH-H question marks just like my hairs,

so many and glue on my head... ...

Finally,

all the homeworks will no need to do again

all the exams will no need to worry again

all the lesson will no need to take again

all the foods in canteen will no need to eat again

all the stuff will no need to buy in stationery shop again

Just,

wait for the disgusting uec result

wait for the terrible academic result

wait for the unknown future

wait for the bigger worry

wait for my rest of life!!

Initially, I wanna take "physiotheraphy" course in Taiwan

But then, scare that cant reach the requirement or something

I also scare that I, maybe cant handle for it.. ...

And still, many problems are waiting for me, definitely!

I really dont know... ... ....

Does this decision is the correct answer.

I always think that I'm damn poor, if compare to another pro

Yeah, i'm the lower level one.... ...

Am I a shameless person when talked & made this decision?

AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH~~~~~!

I really dont have any confidence, moreover to be self-abased..

枉我生作为人啊!!!!

天生我材必有用，唯独依恋没有用

我如此蠢钝如猪，简直愚不可及啊

未来如此多幻想，不如早点死了罢

明知没翅还想飞，不如早点做回人

未来本来就茫茫，偏偏遇上猪一只

本想麻雀变凤凰，懒猪视乎更贴切

千人万人好智商，谁知智商个位数

生人十八自娘胎，浑噩堕落过去了

明年即将是十九，看你怎样混过去!